"...And our tongue is like a gun shooting bullets, we are murdering people, day in and day out. We do it in bodly language, quips, etc and all at the expense of other people, who God would say, "Excuse me, okay, I know that guy is not really one of the star players in the company, excuse me, my son died for him okay. And I made him in my image and he matters to me and when your tongue speaks down, you are not just speaking down or putting down, what you are saying is a reflection on who created him and by the way my son died on the cross and bled to pay for the sin of that person and all of you and the justification that the world needs to see is that we love one another, and when that comes out of your mouth, it is like committing murder and you have just violated the royal law of love."
Love one another.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Mama Mia, Here I Go Again...
I don't know. Saw it was Karen's stat on YM and it made me think of the song. I love the Five Iron Frenzy version of it. Anyway, what is there to talk about tonight?
I listened to this really really good sermon today on gossiping and also on expecting too much from people. So I'll talk about that one. They said one thing that destroys relationships is expecting too much from someone, expecting them to do for you what God should be the one doing for you. It's like when you go to someone and expect them to cheer you up and they don't. They are just being themselves. But then we get all upset about it and be like, "She's not sensitive to my needs! I needed her right now to make me smile!" or "He was supposed to be there! Why did he not come?" or even "Didn't they see I was sad? Why didn't they have time?" Who are we to put such expectations and burdens on others? The worst part is that when they don't fulfill these unspoken expectations, we blame them. "It's their fault that I'm emo." "Why didn't they text back? I bet they hate me." All of this stuff, we blame others for not doing it. And that is just wrong. God should be the one we go to and we shoudl not be expecting others to do these things. What is worse is, God has a sense of irony, and usually we will find ourselves letting someone down in the same way. It's weird, huh?
I guess I haven't been the best of friend to a lot of people, putting expectations on them. That's no way to show love to a friend - looking to them to make my day better or take pain away. I vent, I rant. It's sad when I do that. I guess thats why I get shocked when people tell me that I HAVE been a good friend to them because I look and say, 'What did I do?" Because part of me has this expectation for what someone has to do for me to say that. Gets? It's a problem I have to work through. But that is why this blog is here, right? It's kind of a passive way to be open and be real and share struggles with fellow believers.
You know why it is good to do that? It is good because, to be honest, that is how we should be with one another. Open. Honest. Etc.
I don't know. Okay, I'm out. it's late. I need all of your help this weekend with something. I think I'm going to make Jonathan and/or Khat the point person because you know how good they are at being on top of tasks. RESPONSIBLE!!!! So, yeah, I'll post about it tomorrow so all of you can know about it :-) Much love!
I listened to this really really good sermon today on gossiping and also on expecting too much from people. So I'll talk about that one. They said one thing that destroys relationships is expecting too much from someone, expecting them to do for you what God should be the one doing for you. It's like when you go to someone and expect them to cheer you up and they don't. They are just being themselves. But then we get all upset about it and be like, "She's not sensitive to my needs! I needed her right now to make me smile!" or "He was supposed to be there! Why did he not come?" or even "Didn't they see I was sad? Why didn't they have time?" Who are we to put such expectations and burdens on others? The worst part is that when they don't fulfill these unspoken expectations, we blame them. "It's their fault that I'm emo." "Why didn't they text back? I bet they hate me." All of this stuff, we blame others for not doing it. And that is just wrong. God should be the one we go to and we shoudl not be expecting others to do these things. What is worse is, God has a sense of irony, and usually we will find ourselves letting someone down in the same way. It's weird, huh?
I guess I haven't been the best of friend to a lot of people, putting expectations on them. That's no way to show love to a friend - looking to them to make my day better or take pain away. I vent, I rant. It's sad when I do that. I guess thats why I get shocked when people tell me that I HAVE been a good friend to them because I look and say, 'What did I do?" Because part of me has this expectation for what someone has to do for me to say that. Gets? It's a problem I have to work through. But that is why this blog is here, right? It's kind of a passive way to be open and be real and share struggles with fellow believers.
You know why it is good to do that? It is good because, to be honest, that is how we should be with one another. Open. Honest. Etc.
I don't know. Okay, I'm out. it's late. I need all of your help this weekend with something. I think I'm going to make Jonathan and/or Khat the point person because you know how good they are at being on top of tasks. RESPONSIBLE!!!! So, yeah, I'll post about it tomorrow so all of you can know about it :-) Much love!
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Time to conitnue blogging...
Anyway, so here are my random thoughts for the day. It's kind of on my mind.
How far does love go? How far does friendship go? I'm just thinking like there are those ideals we strive for like to die for a friend or die for the one you love. But then there's that harder idea still...which is leaving or sayign good bye to someone you love to protect them or to tell them the truth even when you know they won't want to hear it and you knwo the friendship could end because of it. It's so hard confronting people, you know? Especially out of love. I remember one of my friends before asked me, she said, "Mark, what would it take for you to confront someone?" "Is it sin related?" I asked. Because as we all know, if it is sin related, its not a gray issue, its straight black and white. There is nothing gray about it. But then, she continued and asked me, "In general, at what point do you confront someone, let's say it's not sin. It's just somethign that you think they should know."
Now I'm saying this because when I was walking with her at that precise moment, we were walking down a street, there was a jewelry store on our left, a dunkin donuts in front of us, and a very pricey artsy and minimilistic furniture store to our right. It was around 5pm and the sun had just set. It was a question that I for one hold on to in memory. Cause again, we fantasize and romanticize the idea of dying for someone, but how about to self? How about dying to self and be wiling to give up what you want to save others to help others? Like what Peter Parker said, "Am I not supposed to be happy? Am I not supposed to get what I want?"
It's just kind of weird, right? Like how do you rectify that? Dying to self and putting others truly before you and at the same time still getting what you want...i don't know. There's this part of New York, it's around 2nd and 3rd avenue that I walk around for the soul purpose of thinking. It looks like a bunch of nice small buildings / houses with trees and people waling dogs, etc. But it's a place that I could really think, yeah, with this melancholy attitude. I don't know why it's just bugging me a lot recently.
Jesus has done so much for us. I remember that when he finished washing the feet of the apostles, he said to them to do the same. It was an example. Serve one another. Love one another. Don't always fight to be the one in charge. Mayeb that's what it is? To truly serve is to do yoru best to love the other person, to give the utmost best to that person. You don't really care about what you want, because what you ultimately want is to show love to yoru fellow man. Love hurts, they say. But I keep thinking of all the times that I was vunerable, that I truly put myself out there and was true and said the truth and did things in love and the good always, always outweighs the bad. I carry scars on myheart from friends and 'more than friends' and loved ones when things went 'wrong'. But God didn't command us to love our neighbor, to love our brother, to love our enemy when "it yeilds good results." God told us to love them. It says in Hebrews that as long as today is called today, we must keep encouraging one another less we fall into evil. As long as today is called today. We must encourage others. We msut love others. Like I said, that means that even when it hurts, even when we are pissed, even when we know we are going tob e rejected, even when it is goign to suck so bad and that we are going to end up cryign in the corner of our bedroom alone on the phone with our heart shattered and in pieces on teh floor, it means that we still keep showing love. Romantic love, friendship love, basta. The point is that we should not hold grudges, we should tell the truth, we should not backstab, etc. And that means telling people we backstab sorry, etc.
So....
So, yeah, I'm going to go to the US on March 14 and will be back around the first week of April, just in time for camp. I'm going for...well, various reasons. So.....COME TO THE GCF "I LOVE" youth camp. It's going to be amazing and I'd love to see everyone there!
How far does love go? How far does friendship go? I'm just thinking like there are those ideals we strive for like to die for a friend or die for the one you love. But then there's that harder idea still...which is leaving or sayign good bye to someone you love to protect them or to tell them the truth even when you know they won't want to hear it and you knwo the friendship could end because of it. It's so hard confronting people, you know? Especially out of love. I remember one of my friends before asked me, she said, "Mark, what would it take for you to confront someone?" "Is it sin related?" I asked. Because as we all know, if it is sin related, its not a gray issue, its straight black and white. There is nothing gray about it. But then, she continued and asked me, "In general, at what point do you confront someone, let's say it's not sin. It's just somethign that you think they should know."
Now I'm saying this because when I was walking with her at that precise moment, we were walking down a street, there was a jewelry store on our left, a dunkin donuts in front of us, and a very pricey artsy and minimilistic furniture store to our right. It was around 5pm and the sun had just set. It was a question that I for one hold on to in memory. Cause again, we fantasize and romanticize the idea of dying for someone, but how about to self? How about dying to self and be wiling to give up what you want to save others to help others? Like what Peter Parker said, "Am I not supposed to be happy? Am I not supposed to get what I want?"
It's just kind of weird, right? Like how do you rectify that? Dying to self and putting others truly before you and at the same time still getting what you want...i don't know. There's this part of New York, it's around 2nd and 3rd avenue that I walk around for the soul purpose of thinking. It looks like a bunch of nice small buildings / houses with trees and people waling dogs, etc. But it's a place that I could really think, yeah, with this melancholy attitude. I don't know why it's just bugging me a lot recently.
Jesus has done so much for us. I remember that when he finished washing the feet of the apostles, he said to them to do the same. It was an example. Serve one another. Love one another. Don't always fight to be the one in charge. Mayeb that's what it is? To truly serve is to do yoru best to love the other person, to give the utmost best to that person. You don't really care about what you want, because what you ultimately want is to show love to yoru fellow man. Love hurts, they say. But I keep thinking of all the times that I was vunerable, that I truly put myself out there and was true and said the truth and did things in love and the good always, always outweighs the bad. I carry scars on myheart from friends and 'more than friends' and loved ones when things went 'wrong'. But God didn't command us to love our neighbor, to love our brother, to love our enemy when "it yeilds good results." God told us to love them. It says in Hebrews that as long as today is called today, we must keep encouraging one another less we fall into evil. As long as today is called today. We must encourage others. We msut love others. Like I said, that means that even when it hurts, even when we are pissed, even when we know we are going tob e rejected, even when it is goign to suck so bad and that we are going to end up cryign in the corner of our bedroom alone on the phone with our heart shattered and in pieces on teh floor, it means that we still keep showing love. Romantic love, friendship love, basta. The point is that we should not hold grudges, we should tell the truth, we should not backstab, etc. And that means telling people we backstab sorry, etc.
So....
So, yeah, I'm going to go to the US on March 14 and will be back around the first week of April, just in time for camp. I'm going for...well, various reasons. So.....COME TO THE GCF "I LOVE" youth camp. It's going to be amazing and I'd love to see everyone there!
Monday, February 25, 2008
Blogging time...
It's time to blog. I spent the afternoon out walking, mainly looking for a notebook. But I spent most of my mental time in prayer. There's a lot to pray about. Mainly that I'm buying my plane ticket tonight to go to NYC. And that means that there will be two weeks left, basically, before I fly out. Which means I have a LOT to fix up before I leave...camp stuff...channels stuff...etc.
God's just really awesome. It's hard trusting at times, but I'm in one of those situations where I really need to talk to my discipler about some stuff, like how hard do you trust God despite the 'circumstances' saying otherwise? Like, i don't know.
I'm going to stop blogging cause Maow is reading my blog outload as I write this. Lol. Later.
God's just really awesome. It's hard trusting at times, but I'm in one of those situations where I really need to talk to my discipler about some stuff, like how hard do you trust God despite the 'circumstances' saying otherwise? Like, i don't know.
I'm going to stop blogging cause Maow is reading my blog outload as I write this. Lol. Later.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
What I learned...
It's been a short while, and yet God has stretched me so much in just a few days. I've been taught mainly that you can't look at circumstance and Jesus at the same time. In other words, you have to keep your eyes focused on Christ. I'm just scared, honestly, at times to leave everything to God. I mean, I guess we all go through that, right? But this past week, God has really shown me His grace and love, even beyond my faults and mistakes. If it was up to me, this past week would probably be a mess.
Yet, this week, I've grown closer to a lot of my friends and God has also granted me time togethers with a few that I've been wanting to spend time with for a long time. He has blessed me so much, to the point of me breaking down in tears cause I really feel I don't deserve it. I've not really been a 'model' Christian for the past few weeks, yet God still blessed me so much. Sigh. God's given me sisters, daughters, and brothers.
Lyqa, Abby, I love you both! Thank you for really making my week so special. Thank you for adopting me into your family and showing me the love that I've been needing to strive farther along in this week. Thank you for the picture! I love it so much. I mean, no one has ever, honestly, given me a picture for my wallet. Okay, that's not true. There was one person, but that's a long long long story. But that was four years ago. You're the only people on this side of the world to ever ever do that. Love you both so much! you know hugs are always welcome.
Luigi! You're really a brother to me. Thanks for the talks and the laughter. Thanks for the late night Reyes Barbecue and the fun little joking times we've had. thansk for reminding me of God's grace by showing me the passion you have for the college. I'm so glad you had a fun time at the retreat, and you really showed me how chivalry is really not dead. Just..um...dont post no way out spoilers on your multiply, huh? Lol.
Abbey! thank you for being so understanding despite my stupidity and mistakes :-P I don't know how you put up with me. There I was thinking I'd surprise you Sunday when in fact you surprised me. Wish you weren't so busy with school, but I understand. You really showed me that God is the one with the ultimate plan.
Kuya Api! You and the Y-Group AG. Man, you really cheered me up during the long hard emotional sharing times. You can really make me laugh. Honestly, you inspire me to become better. You have grown leaps and bounds in your pastoral ministry. You are the man!
Sean! Love you. thanks for really sharing with me all that was going on with you. Thanks for always just being there to talk and to find such life truths in Mike Mignola's art :-P You're great. I know we all mess up and make mistakes, but God is good. I'm praying for you, bro.
Dawn! My sister, thanks for being so sweet. Thanks for the fries! And thanks for the talks. And thanks for letting me make tampo :-P You brought a smile to my day today.
And of course to the many others who have made this past week an amazing experience for me. I love you all! Have a great night and thanks for reading :-P
Yet, this week, I've grown closer to a lot of my friends and God has also granted me time togethers with a few that I've been wanting to spend time with for a long time. He has blessed me so much, to the point of me breaking down in tears cause I really feel I don't deserve it. I've not really been a 'model' Christian for the past few weeks, yet God still blessed me so much. Sigh. God's given me sisters, daughters, and brothers.
Lyqa, Abby, I love you both! Thank you for really making my week so special. Thank you for adopting me into your family and showing me the love that I've been needing to strive farther along in this week. Thank you for the picture! I love it so much. I mean, no one has ever, honestly, given me a picture for my wallet. Okay, that's not true. There was one person, but that's a long long long story. But that was four years ago. You're the only people on this side of the world to ever ever do that. Love you both so much! you know hugs are always welcome.
Luigi! You're really a brother to me. Thanks for the talks and the laughter. Thanks for the late night Reyes Barbecue and the fun little joking times we've had. thansk for reminding me of God's grace by showing me the passion you have for the college. I'm so glad you had a fun time at the retreat, and you really showed me how chivalry is really not dead. Just..um...dont post no way out spoilers on your multiply, huh? Lol.
Abbey! thank you for being so understanding despite my stupidity and mistakes :-P I don't know how you put up with me. There I was thinking I'd surprise you Sunday when in fact you surprised me. Wish you weren't so busy with school, but I understand. You really showed me that God is the one with the ultimate plan.
Kuya Api! You and the Y-Group AG. Man, you really cheered me up during the long hard emotional sharing times. You can really make me laugh. Honestly, you inspire me to become better. You have grown leaps and bounds in your pastoral ministry. You are the man!
Sean! Love you. thanks for really sharing with me all that was going on with you. Thanks for always just being there to talk and to find such life truths in Mike Mignola's art :-P You're great. I know we all mess up and make mistakes, but God is good. I'm praying for you, bro.
Dawn! My sister, thanks for being so sweet. Thanks for the fries! And thanks for the talks. And thanks for letting me make tampo :-P You brought a smile to my day today.
And of course to the many others who have made this past week an amazing experience for me. I love you all! Have a great night and thanks for reading :-P
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Lyrics to my life...
A Dream
Last night I had a dream about you
The dream took place inside a zoo
You were opening cages, setting animals free
You released every beast
Every beast but me
Last night I had a dream about love
It was everything I’d been dreaming of
It was a fabulous party with lots of balloons
It was everybody
Everybody but you
Last night I had a dream about God
And he played the Piano like Elton John
He was making a comeback
He was selling out shows
I was the opening act
You were sitting in the front row
Don’t get me wrong
I know you’re gone
But in my mind, sometimes, the facts are not so clear
In my mind, sometimes
I think you’re still here
Last night I had a dream I was dead
Somebody put an arrow through my head
They were aiming at the apple
But I guess that they missed
Couldn’t help be reminded
Of the first time we kissed
Last night I had the strangest dream
And I’m not exactly sure what it means
We were out having coffee and I got up to go
Then you asked me to stay and my body just froze
I didn’t know what to say, I didn’t know what to do
Last night I had a dream babe
I had a dream about you
Last night I had a dream about you
The dream took place inside a zoo
You were opening cages, setting animals free
You released every beast
Every beast but me
Last night I had a dream about love
It was everything I’d been dreaming of
It was a fabulous party with lots of balloons
It was everybody
Everybody but you
Last night I had a dream about God
And he played the Piano like Elton John
He was making a comeback
He was selling out shows
I was the opening act
You were sitting in the front row
Don’t get me wrong
I know you’re gone
But in my mind, sometimes, the facts are not so clear
In my mind, sometimes
I think you’re still here
Last night I had a dream I was dead
Somebody put an arrow through my head
They were aiming at the apple
But I guess that they missed
Couldn’t help be reminded
Of the first time we kissed
Last night I had the strangest dream
And I’m not exactly sure what it means
We were out having coffee and I got up to go
Then you asked me to stay and my body just froze
I didn’t know what to say, I didn’t know what to do
Last night I had a dream babe
I had a dream about you
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Let My Love Open the Door Lyrics
Let My Love Open The Door
When people keep repeating
That you'll never fall in love
When everybody keeps retreating
But you can't seem to get enough
Chorus
Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
To your heart
When everything feels all over
When everybody seems unkind
I'll give you a four leaf clover
Take all the worry out of your mind
Repeat Chorus
I have the only key to your heart
I can stop you falling apart
Try today, you'll find this way
Come one and give me a chance to say
Let my love open the door
It's all I'm living for
Release yourself from misery
Only thing's gonna set you free
That's my love
Repeat Chorus
When tragedy befalls you
Don't let them bring you down
Love can cure your problems
You're so lucky I'm around
Repeat Chorus
Monday, February 4, 2008
Yoshinoya Eating Contest
Sadly, no pictures of the event. We're guys. We don't take pics. Lol. Anyway, so after the weekly discipleship(?) group I lead in Messiah, me, bart, Luigi, Gio, and Harry go to Yoshinoya in Robinsons. We were going out for Ivan's birthday. It was planned since last week pa. But he didn't show up. So we decided to push through na lang and enjoy a nice eating contest.
So we get there and pay the P180 entrance fee. We find out that you have to be 18 minimum to enter. So that means Bart and Gio automatically are disqualified, but they can still do the event. they just can't go on to the finals if they win. So its merely a qualifying round. Because we came at lunch, there was a long line. So we sat down and waited. they brought us each a bowl of Gyudon Beef. Super size. We had to consume as many as we could in 20 minutes. The winner would get their name put up for most bowls eaten so far this week, I think. Last weeks' top person downed 7 bowls. The all time winner from last year ate 9 bowls. Darn. that's a lot of beef. Anyway, we have to wait aout 20 minutes for the timer to come. Then the girl comes with the timer and a second bowl for each of us. With a quick prayer thanking God for the food, we begin eating. THe cock is set. Here we go. In a matter of 2 minutes, Luigi, Bart, and I eat two bowls. No problem. the third bowl comes. IT IS HOT. As in steam is rising from teh bowl. this naturally slows us down. We begin slowing down. Bart begins making jokes. We all begin laughing. it is hard eating. at ten minutes, gio is easily eating 4 bowls. he's been going at a slow and steady pace. Bart is kind of stuck at 3 and a half bowls. Luigi is at 4 bowls. I'm at 4.
finally, I decide to eat my fifth bowl slowly. I can feel it and the timer girl said that the average person eats 4 bowls. i eat slowly and actually make conversation with the girl cause, come on, the bowl was still steaming.
Finally I finish my fifth bowl. That's it for me. I think. Tap out. Harry also has pretty much stopped. He's at 2 bowls with a half to go. Bart is at 5 bowls and grabs the remaining bowl and puts a spoonful in his mouth so it counts. Luigi is at 4 and a half bowls for a sad reason. Ask him na lang. We know he could have easily done 6.
So there you go. It was fun. We actually all had a good time and ate ice cream afterwards. The only issue is every time I burp, I taste gyudon beef. Lol.
okay, I actually got past my writer's block for my story. It all came from Ben and P. Mau giving an announcement. hard to believe where ti comes from. and Tim, Abbey, and Karen pretty much gave me the challenge/inspiration to push hard and make this happen. And i thought of a fun little gimmick thanks to my friends back in NYC. Lol. It's going to be awesome when it is done. can I get it done in 2 weeks?
So we get there and pay the P180 entrance fee. We find out that you have to be 18 minimum to enter. So that means Bart and Gio automatically are disqualified, but they can still do the event. they just can't go on to the finals if they win. So its merely a qualifying round. Because we came at lunch, there was a long line. So we sat down and waited. they brought us each a bowl of Gyudon Beef. Super size. We had to consume as many as we could in 20 minutes. The winner would get their name put up for most bowls eaten so far this week, I think. Last weeks' top person downed 7 bowls. The all time winner from last year ate 9 bowls. Darn. that's a lot of beef. Anyway, we have to wait aout 20 minutes for the timer to come. Then the girl comes with the timer and a second bowl for each of us. With a quick prayer thanking God for the food, we begin eating. THe cock is set. Here we go. In a matter of 2 minutes, Luigi, Bart, and I eat two bowls. No problem. the third bowl comes. IT IS HOT. As in steam is rising from teh bowl. this naturally slows us down. We begin slowing down. Bart begins making jokes. We all begin laughing. it is hard eating. at ten minutes, gio is easily eating 4 bowls. he's been going at a slow and steady pace. Bart is kind of stuck at 3 and a half bowls. Luigi is at 4 bowls. I'm at 4.
finally, I decide to eat my fifth bowl slowly. I can feel it and the timer girl said that the average person eats 4 bowls. i eat slowly and actually make conversation with the girl cause, come on, the bowl was still steaming.
Finally I finish my fifth bowl. That's it for me. I think. Tap out. Harry also has pretty much stopped. He's at 2 bowls with a half to go. Bart is at 5 bowls and grabs the remaining bowl and puts a spoonful in his mouth so it counts. Luigi is at 4 and a half bowls for a sad reason. Ask him na lang. We know he could have easily done 6.
So there you go. It was fun. We actually all had a good time and ate ice cream afterwards. The only issue is every time I burp, I taste gyudon beef. Lol.
okay, I actually got past my writer's block for my story. It all came from Ben and P. Mau giving an announcement. hard to believe where ti comes from. and Tim, Abbey, and Karen pretty much gave me the challenge/inspiration to push hard and make this happen. And i thought of a fun little gimmick thanks to my friends back in NYC. Lol. It's going to be awesome when it is done. can I get it done in 2 weeks?
Friday, February 1, 2008
a second blog in the same day...
I am procrastinating. From what? Yeah, school work. Do you know what school work I have? I have to check papers. Yes. 12 papers, 10 pages each. That's close to 120pages. I'm not looking forward to it. Sigh. Plus it's grading -so to be fair, I need to take breaks. I need to really spend time to really analyze and make sure that I can help each student rather than just slap grades on papers. This means taking time to write down little notes if I can to let them know what to improve on. These papers are going to end up being 5 days late. Sigh. Not to mention I'm going to have to do these all again for finals.
So...John Cena's back!!!!!!! Wooo-hooooooooooo!
So...John Cena's back!!!!!!! Wooo-hooooooooooo!
a very sad and real dream
Ever have those dreams where you kow full well its a dream, but you don't want to wake up? I had one of those last night. I dreampt I was back in New York. I went and visited my friends. It was one of those dreams where it never became silly or whatever. It stayed solid throughout and realistic. I saw peope, some that I didn't expect to see. Sigh. Made me miss everyone there so much. Went and visited so many of them and really surprised a few others. It's just a vivid dream that completely offsets the day. Did I mention teh hugs? I still don't get that here. Why are hugs still so not common here? I can name the people here who are okay with hugging on one hand. Of course, beso beso-ing is common and you can do that with like almost everyone. And you can't do that there. But still, there's this deeper love - like you can really let people know how you feel with a hug. Sigh.
Anyway, just my random thought for the day. Completely threw a wrench in the otherwise normal day I was going to have today. Now what?
In other news, the fanfiction is stagnant. I'm having trouble killing off a character in the opening sequence. Love the character so much, but he has to die. It's the catalyst.
Anyway, just my random thought for the day. Completely threw a wrench in the otherwise normal day I was going to have today. Now what?
In other news, the fanfiction is stagnant. I'm having trouble killing off a character in the opening sequence. Love the character so much, but he has to die. It's the catalyst.
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