ramblings at night

You know there is no more time in the day when even Yuna stops blogging at 3 or 4am in the mornings every morning. I'm going through that weird state of mind where I want to sleep, feel the need to sleep, but refuse to sleep on account of not wanting to face another day. I'm so close to finishing my project to redecorate my cubicle. So far, I have gathered and edited around 300 pictures...roughly. In the total of 420 shots, all of my 300+ friends from around the world are present. It is going to look amazing! Either that or...it'll look like a scene from A Beautiful Mind :-P But whatever, it's going to look great. Whenever I think of all of you guys, my friends, etc. I remember why I do what I do. Hardships, heart aches, laughter, joy, sorrow...they are just things that strengthen friendships and bring so many more wonderful memories. Love all of you.
Am just trusting God now, day in and day out. Trusting God for what? Life. Just leaning on Him. It's hard waiting, sitting, going through the proverbial tides of the day. low tide we head to work, high tide we come home. It's just this routine of in and out, in and out. But it doesn't matter cause what matters is that we are workign for God. The Bible says that in everything we do, we do it for the glory of God and that whoever we work for, we must work as though for the Lord and not for man, because we are accountable and serving only God. Thsi means in school, review classes, summer classes, ministry, etc, etc, etc, we must give our best and see God there in front of us as we work each day. He is the one who renews our strength, yeah? Soar like eagles.
there's this one song by a band called Furthermore called Letter to Myself. I thnk I posted the lyrics here somewhere. It's such a sad song. But at the same time, it oddly carries such a happy memory. It was around the same time that I listend to it as when I read the second to last issue of the comic saga known as 52. Just, it's been practically a year. Kind of funny how you can come full circle. Camp reunion again and Iron Man coming.
Alright, i'm rambling. Night night.